U.S. reality star Rob Kardashian is disappointed he missed Kim Kardashian and Kanye West's wedding, but he was not relaxed attending mainly because of his fat. The 29-year-old's battle with depression led to fat achieve and Rob ballooned to practically 300 pounds (136 kilograms) in 2014, when his large sister was arranging her European wedding. Embarrassed by his size, he made a decision he was not capable to encounter the public and opted not to attend the nuptials in Italy, even however he was in Paris for the rehearsal dinner. "I was performing my suit fittings in Paris right in advance of the wedding ceremony and I just was not at ease," he tells Folks.com in a unusual interview. "I'm six foot one particular (inch) and at my most I probably weighed 300 lbs." "There had been cameras at the airport on our trip there and I was really unhappy with the person I noticed in all the pics," he continues. "I am upset I missed my sister's wedding ceremony but it was a personal decision."
Rob returned residence immediately after the wedding and became a virtual recluse, skipping family members holidays and vacations. "I just was not down to have photographers observe me, so I made absolutely sure I was away from all of that," he says. "I'm incredibly excellent at disappearing." "I wasn't content with myself so I did not want my relatives to see me that way," he adds.
His selection to stay away from his household members led to a showdown with sister Khloe, who has battled her own excess weight difficulties above the past decade.
With a new beneficial outlook on daily life following turning out to be engaged to model Blac Chyna in April (sixteen), and a kid on the way, Rob admits he's in a good area and he is determined to keep on top of his feelings and feelings. "The way I dealt with my difficulties maybe was not the ideal, but no person can make me delighted but me," he says. "Now I want to see everyone in my household every single opportunity I get. You never ever know what is going to happen tomorrow, and I will not want to do that to my mom. "There had been surely dark days for me, and I am nonetheless not fully delighted searching at myself in the mirror, but I'm working towards that. And I'm pleased."